Whoa that chick is Cuh-rayzy ...

I actually dont know what im doing here, but im here.



Its 02:14 Monday night and im not even tired. Seriously body, this has got to STOP!
Ugh, i cant help how my body utensils feel.
This is like a cycle, a very bad cycle.
I get up in the morning so tired, blah blah blah school goes on and when i come home i find myself at 5 O'clock passed out on my bed until about 7ish, 6ish when i usually awaken and pretty much good for the night! I go about the rest of the hours to have a shower, do my homework, watch gossip girl, and pretty much do absolute crap, stuff that normal people do in the daytime.
For Example, last night at like 1 O'clock in the morning i decided to colour coordinate my wardrope. My entier wardrope. The i decided to move onto scarfs, gloves, friggin knickers and socks. Yeah.
And then at breaking point i actually colour coordinated my 4 shelfs full of books.
As you can probably tell, i have a very fufilling life.
So yeah i got to bed at aroung 4ish, 5ish not good since the next day which was monday, which is today, which means me is wide awake right now doing random, unnessesary things with my time.
Basically i live at night, sleep at day. School is a daze, i take my homework down and basically do it at night. I study for all my tests at night.
I sleep all day and wake at night. Like a vampire. But its not intensional i mean if you think im trying to be like a vampire, that is utter crap because ive been like this from about 6th class and my family knows my little problem but they think its just me not going to sleep on purpose.
No padres, i am physically unable to work that way. I stalk around the house in the middle of the night.
And the weirdest thing is in the morning i dont eat breakfast because im usually late already and have to run out the door, and every night before i go to sleep i eat a cereal. I have got to eat a cereal, its like a ritual. At night instead of morning.
Its not like i have insomnia, i dont because i do actually get to sleep eventually.
And i love sleep, i could sleep all day if noone woje me, but i would wake up automatically at like 6.
I dont know whats wrong with me, but i dont think theres anything wrong with me. Im ok with the way i live! I like it this way, if i didnt, well id be asleep right now.

Im like a mortile vampire. Rawr.

Nicola
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